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If physicality is an illusion- humans trap themselves in boxes-

Your skeptical author at age 10 in center I've always been skeptical of the supposed paradise that many humans claim lives in various pleasurable physical behaviors- I acknowledge that the highest peak most humans can reach is one that can be reached through eating, fucking, jumping out of an airplane, shooting heroin etc- through participating in these basic physical behaviors- Eating, fucking, jumping around, consuming materials to alter consciousness- even the most basic mammals do that stuff- its no great accomplishment- its nothing to take pride in- that is unless you are not very intelligent- if you're not very smart than go crazy- just don't reproduce so much please- I know you can't control yourself when you eat the food and start rubbing the genitals but come on now- Why would such mundane things seem to be so exciting to so many humans? I'm going to discount conditioning and mind control through the media and regressive societal structures that

Strange Update 3_10_17

I just finished this music video gig for a pal in Greece Here's a bunch of stills from it too cause I think they looking fucking cool maaaaaaaaaan I made it in 3 days with Cinema 4d + Unity- If you missed the music videos I did for my wife's music here they are Most ALL of the work I've done in the past year or so is as of yet unseen- its for this big game thing I'm wrestling with everyday- its a monster- if I can tame it and overcome it- it will be awesome- Well I should rephrase that- when I decide to just let loose with it- it will be awesome- As experienced as I am in other mediums game dev makes me quake with fear like nothing else haha- I've come to love programming and I'm learning fast- I'm going through a common thing wherein you look at the stuff you made at an earlier date for your game when you didn't know what you know now and you have to resist the urge to redo it all since it works- its not pr